Friday, August 24, 2012

Estoy en casa!

Ok..... So I'm home.

It still is a little weird.

I have been wondering what to write about for some time. I have felt like it should be a great post. But I have decided its just time :)

 So the honest truth is....I miss Hermana Spencer.

I miss feeling like her.
I miss working hard all day long.
I miss my companions.
I miss Spanish.
I miss the people.
I miss the ..... everything.

I have felt like I am having an early - 20's identity crisis. I feel like I haven't gotten much accomplished and I want this to change. My life seems almost at a standstill. I can choose so many ways that I almost choose nothing.

So its time to be Hermana Allison :) ....meaning Hermana Spencer meets non-missionary life = total awesomeness. 

I am still trying to figure out how to do this.... but I know one thing for sure, I have to add more purpose to my life. I have to let Heavenly Father in more.


Wish me luck,


  1. yay for blogging. :)

    also: it can be quite awesome to think that every morning and every moment can be a place for starting over, if we need it to be. do we? hmm. such a process.

  2. What you are feeling is normal. :) My mission president said you could tell if you were a good missionary or not by how you reacted to coming home. It should be a struggle to redefine who you are with who you were. I love you and miss you! I can't wait to see you one day!